…since I’ve posted. Sadly enough, I feel like I have nothing new to say. I just keep repeating the same old cycle of having 4 or 5 good days and then binging. I’m gaining and losing the same 5 lbs. over and over.
This morning I was having my quiet time and a verse popped out at me. Ezekial 36:26 “I’ll give you a new heart, put a new spirit in you. I’ll remove the stone heart from your body and replace it with a heart that’s GOD-willed, not self-willed”. This is the reason I’m not changing. I’m doing everything my way and not God’s. I keep thinking if I have my quiet time with him, it will eventually change my heart and my actions but it doesn’t seem to be working. I guess I need to have a more active approach! 🙂 I’m going to read this verse numerous times a day and ask God for a new heart; a heart that God is in control of, not Lisa. I do believe that he can change me.